Yesterday I was talking with my best friend,A.We use to talk about things that matter the most to us.We started talking about superficiality and how more and more people are interested in what's on the outside than what's on the inside.
I mean...don't you ever feel trapped in a society in which money is our first priority?It doesn't matter anymore how you feel or how good you are on the inside.All that matters is the way you are dressed and the way you make yourself notticed wearing dozens of 'cool' accesories... Do you really think that if you walk on the street wearing not so neat chlotes,and no accesories, boys will at least take a glance at you? NO, of course not. [maybe just to laugh afterwards] Can't you see? We are all living in a conspiracy.The game of money.If you want to get notticed you have to pay millions on chlotes,skincare,saloons, and much more. And even then you are not 100% sure that guys will look at you and say 'wow'.
Everyone is trying to be cool and follow the trends. Lately I've been trying to develop my own style, but people look at you like a twit, or, they copy you!!!And I HATE that! It's despicable! I sometimes feel like a snob, cuz I try to look good so that people will notice and like me.And I wonder...What's more important? the outside or the inside? And the worse thing is that I can't change...I want people to like me.And I hate myself for letting me be ruled by trends.Everyone is judging people about how they look.Shouldn't we get to know the person and only then judge them?[if there is sth to judge, cuz most of the time there isn't]
Oh...Is it all worth it?...